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Also, I miss you too.
Why do I always find myself ******* through those? I can't explain it. I don't know. You were probably it, and I never even took the time to notice or care or invest, because I'm dumb and stupid.



I'm sad that I can't keep ties with anyone for longer than a year. As I'm sure many have noticed, I really can't. I miss everyone I used to know and love. It's like I just shed my skin after a year and like...start over as a new person and have a new life and new friends and new personality and Idk why that pattern has begun, but I hate it and want to reverse it and keep everyone. Already I'm getting a little restless with the people I have now. Why? Why am I like that? It's not the people, every time (except the very first time) I look back and think, "Why did we stop talking? Why aren't we friends? Why don't I care?"

i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you. What am I doing? How did I get here?



I'm sorry.