Isn't it pathetic when someone tells another person a lie just so the other person will tell them what they want to hear? How intricate is the human mind that it knows how to please itself without the concious part even knowing.
I've been having alot of incredibly vivid daydreams lately, and they're getting harder and harder to differentiate from reality. I think this is probably not a good thing, it makes me somewhat of a liar. Plus I've been sleeping more than my usual (which in itself is alot) so I don't know what to make of that. I think this whole situation is really starting to wear on me, I'm tired of dealing with everything or brushing it off or whatever. Weakness is out of the question though, so I guess nothings going to change. Oh well its not terrible at all. Perspective is important in these kinds of things.
Other than that nothings new, I had a heart attack today when I heard the couselor's coming in to talk to us about our schedules for next year. Just that much closer. Summers around the corner, even if it doesn't feel like it outside right now. I've said it before, but something big is going to happen this summer/year.
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Hate to be "that guy"
but seriously, if theres something going on its not healthy to keep it bottled up and shrug it off, You should talk to someone about it or atleast write angry letters to no one or something to atleast get it off your chest. As for the day dreaming thats weird, i think you might be crazy.
Hahahahahaha, thank you very much, Cody.
By the way, what do you mean, "that guy"?
Yeah next school years gonna rock with you :]
wahoo!
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